CindyWSL

2011-03-16T15:37:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiii .. It's been soooooo long since I blogged ..
I'm now at baby's house .. Like a bored only . He's out working .. Few more hours he will be back and acc me already .. We have all the time till this weekend :) ILOVEBABY !!! <3
I think I will update soon ^^

2011-01-06T01:06:00.002+08:00

难道我就不能谈恋爱吗？
难道这注定是还没开始就结束吗？
为什么要在我爱你的时候离开？
我对你的感觉已经一天比一天深可是你却不闻不问。。。
那我因该继续爱你，还是放弃？
我真的很乱，我已经无法控制了已经没有理性的去了解我因该做什么。。。
如果我们真的无法继续发展下去，那我唯一的选择，也只好是放弃。。。
我会记得，我们曾经在一起快乐过，也会记得，我曾经。。。
爱过你。。。 4/1/11 - 5/1/11

2010-12-28T02:28:00.001+08:00

People say I never update .. so I'm here to update .. But I don't know what to post .. There's nothing interesting in my life eh .. haha .. Maybe I can share something .. I don't know whether I'm in love or just a crush , but I somehow interested in this particular guy .. haha ;D I want to go for it , but I don't know how to .. I will jia you .. HAHAHA ;D ok .. I'm done with updating .. (lazy ah) Goodnight ^^

2010-12-11T15:08:00.002+08:00

I'm to my lowest point already ! I'm sad , I'm not happy ! But nobody knows . I can always help people through their problems , but I'm always stuck at the place where I've always been . When I want to like someone , only to realize they are not the one , there's no hope in them . When I want to let go of the person I like , he appears back into my life . Life sucks yah ? Or rather should I say , my life ? haha ! Who can I talk to ? I really need advice and help . But no one to turn to . Everyone got their own boyf but I'm here standing alone . What should I do ? Maybe it's time to be independant .. Everytime I think of things that makes me not happy , I really wish to cry out loud .. Cause this is the only way to help myself .. Sometimes I do wish that , I'm away , far far away ..

2010-12-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOO !!
I'm here again !! Anyone miss-ed me ? ): I want to be in love .. 我要谈恋爱 !!! Not used to not having boyf thou I'm living well .. Randomly , I miss him . He won't come to my blog and see I know , but I just miss him . He's living well now , work , girlf .. I should long let him go .. Shouldn't have miss him thou . haha .. Back to topic .. Haven't been in the mood recently , just so not happy .. There's some small lil problem with me , don't know what should I do . What if that thing that is bothering me happen ? What should I do ? Really cannot imagine ! 我的天 !! ~ But yet , I'm happy too , probation ending sooooooon !! LIKE SOOOOOOON !! ~ WAHAHAHAHA !! ~ I can play all I want , but also need to work .. ): My eyes infection not yet recover , & recently weather is cold , I just recover from my sickness , hope year end don't fall sick , it's holiday and time to play !! ;D Alright I shall stop here . Back in no time .. Byebye ^^

2010-11-20T05:05:00.002+08:00

Hi guys .. It's been a long time since I updated and I think I have no more readers .. I'm lazy to edit my skin , so yea (: Most important thing is my content , not my skin .. muahahaha !!
Have been living life well , I don't need fuckers and hypocrites to live around me (: Life have been wonderful with my buddies and sisters .. Work and fun !! Roundings & suppers & slackings . WOOHOO !! ~ I neeeeeeed a job .. & I want a boyf .. thou I don't need one . Hate being in love with bastard . So single is the best !! (: Actually .... I don't know what more can I post .. So I shall stop here and go to sleep .. It's getting 'early' .. Goodnight ^^

2010-10-05T00:18:00.002+08:00

Time to update ..
Have been veryyyyyyyy busy with work .. Everyday at company .. Tired .. Start to 消极 already .. but no problem !! I'm gonna work up again , not get affected and go for my RM !! Gao lat !! My personal development in improving I guess so ? But definitely I've learnt a lot .. Thou I don't have time for my love ones like sis and bros .. But no problem .. Once I have $$ nothing is a problem .. In fact , a problem isn't a problem .. !! Gao latt .. I'm starting to put relationship aside and personal things away from work so that it won't affect me too .. I won't let our leader , the best leader , Jasper Yeo Zhi Wei down .. haha !! Gao lat .. If ever my team mates are able to read my blog , they will be happy =x cause I praise people here .. haha .. But 3 October was fun .. We had our first network bbq .. hehe .. The photos are with Vanessa and some on my fb .. There's many more fun things to update , so yea .. I'm tired .. Meeting the rest at White sand 11 am tmr .. If I have the time I'll update soon I guess .. I'm sleeping soon .. Goodnight ^^

2010-09-17T00:22:00.003+08:00

OMG !! I was sooooooo shocked and feel random when he did that before I went off !! I don't know why he will .. !! OMG !! But I'm happy .. So happy .. ^^ He made me feel secure and loved .. But I know it's impossible for us to be together again .. I admit that my feelings came back & in fact , didn't fade at all .. But just his care and concern is enough already , I'm contented ^^ I'm heading to bed soooooon .. Goodnight !!

2010-09-16T12:59:00.002+08:00

What's the point of having today's off when I know he's sick and cannot come out ?! Damn it !!
Forget it .. Shall head to company later on to meet ZW (: Rotting - in - progress !! ...
Quite a number of things happen this few days , and I lose my temper easily .. wasn't able to control what I do and what I said .. Is it because I'm sick ? Maybe ? So it just cause me to shout and scolded her .. I know it's my fault , I know I shouldn't said all those things .. But think back , I didn't know why either did I do that .. I know she talks to me nicely is trying to be there for me .. If I could , I wanted to say sorry .. A bit too late eh ? Sigh~ Really not happy for weeks . I wanna die . Bye !!

I'm sorry .

2010-09-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hi people !!
My blog is opened again (: Previously I closed it because I wasn't free to update .. Doubt anyone miss me too ): But recently there's many things happening .. & it's really happening .. There's no point saying it now too .. & I'm sick .. It has been for days and my fever is going up and down irregularly .. Hate it so much and I'm like suffering ..
I'm emotionally break down right now .. I need a shoulder but I couldn't find one .. & I'm crying alone .. Feel so lonely all of a sudden .. I told myself to change .. To be better .. Things came up happening .. I've taken medicine and I'm sleepy .. I shall update more detailed in the future .. And I realize my English is getting poorer & I don't know why .. All right , I shall head to bed .. Goodnight (:

2010-08-12T14:48:00.002+08:00

Ytd first day of work .. Reach already still have to wait for supervisor to reach .. She's apparently late .. Then stand th whole day without sitting down , what's more ? Even eating , I have to stand .. Then didn't go toilet or even smoke th whole day .. WHOLE DAY .. my legs are aching like *&^%$#@! When I end work , I came out , smoke at th bus stop immediately ... STILL TAKE BUS AT TH WRONG BUS STOP !! wah lao !! take back th same bus at Serangoon int .. By the time I reach Jurong is already 12 .. Then met Jansen to have dinner cum supper .. after eating had a stick and home .. Home at 1 bathe and used comp .. Wanted to meet Shi xiang and Mei Ling for a stick , it became a few sticks . Home at 3.30 then Boon Keat ask me call him =.= was sooooo sleepy lah , by the time I sleep is already like 5 .. cause he only allows me to sleep at that time . Miserable .. Then I sleep all th way till 11 plus , got calls !! Irritating .. Woke up at around 12 then try to go back sleep and manage to sleep till 2 .. Wake up and went for a stick .. Now I need food (:

2010-08-10T02:22:00.003+08:00

Hihi !!
Ytd is National day .. Went to batok , met Yvonne in th afternn , then to shelter slack .. Head to Bugis to watch fireworks , but only get to see a bit , as we were shopping =.= Then slack all th way till 9 plus , bus-ed to panjang .. slack awhile cabbed to lot 1 and had 'supper' .. Aftermath , I cabbed to batok and met Nicholas bro .. Then cabbed home =.= Was quite fun , but my mind just keep thinking about him .. Thou I know he won't be viewing my blog , but I had to say sorry .. It was on purpose neither do I have any intentions on doing that .. But I love you .. I've cherished you in th days that we had been together , so I won't regret losing you .. But I'll always remember what you've said , 8 years , I'll wait .. Had been quite moody because of you .. But I'll still move on with life with you in my heart and mind .. I miss you ..

2010-08-04T01:51:00.003+08:00

You won't understand how I feel like how you said I don't understand how you do feel . But I know you're th one I wants to go through every hardship with .. I've never had such strong feeling with someone .. I may be young , may not understand and stress like how you do , but I'm trying to your sensible as much as you could understand . I know you concern , and I've once said , I won't mind .. You push me away .. Everytime you push me away , I tried coming back , and you push me away again . You make me learn how to grow up , I actually understand everything when you said I don't .. Age isn't th problem , this is what you told me .. This is why I'm trying to stand in th position of your's ... Would you ever know I've grown up because of you ? Would you ever understand how hard I'm trying ? Would you ever understand I love you truly ? It's you ..

Mr.Ang

2010-08-03T09:53:00.002+08:00

I'm here for update again !!
Alright , let me start from th interesting things , shall I ?
Friday , acc darling for CHILLI CRAB !! Then after that we went down to shi guan to make lorry .. back home around 2plus in th night .. Slept at 5 then wake up around 8 (Saturday) , prepared and meet darling , cabbed down to shi guan .. Was soooooo damn tired th whole day due to Yew Keng .. at night me and darling be th shi wei (th person at th back) .. Reach shi guan at about 11 plus if I didn't forget .. Then pack up everything , back home around 1 plus or 2 plus . Then darling was sick and I was like everywhere injured . Both my legs for bruise and my finger got cut , DEEP cut . OMG !! ~ Anyway , then th next day(Sunday) for chu shi also , but I was sick )))= So I got no choice but to stay at home ... So I went back sleep .. When I woke up at 3 plus , I get lil bit better , I on my comp and get online . Then HE msn me asking whether I wanna look up for him at his area or not , so I said ok . Then after chatting , he went to sleep and I went to prepare and meet darling . She wanted to go IMM and get her SIM card then meet Ah Hao .. In between things happen , in th end we went down to Taman Jurong CC watch Lion Dance competition . blah blah blah , around 11 plus I took 187 to Panjang and look for him . Then something happen .. I finally know something =p Was so happy . Then I stayed over at his place .. It was like about 5 when we sleep , then woke up around 2 plus (Monday) as he was not working .. Then he ordered mac for me .. So sweet ♥ Then we bathe while we waited . Ate and etc . Something happen , so th whole evening was settling it , cabbed home at about 11 . Bathe and changed , went back to his house while darling went back to Ah Hao's house . Woke up early in th morning (Today) , prepared and etc he went to work , wanted to meet darling and come back together but then I think she went back sleep or something , I don't know what happen either , as I have to rush home . Then we went down take cab , and he almost quarrelled with th cab driver . Went to his work place wait for him to do his things then he buy breakfast for me and send me to bus stop , took bus home and ate breakfast .. So I'm almost done with blogging and going back to lalaland . Byebye ♥

PS : Darling is mei ling ♥

2010-07-30T15:58:00.002+08:00

Ytd came back from panjang then stayed at home th whole day . Watched Twilight , New Moon & Eclipse .. Then went downstairs alone around 1 plus 2 , home about 3 . Was on th phone with qin ai de when I was downstairs . She makes me wanna vomit blood !! Then home awhile , sleep . Sleep all th way till 2 plus , then still tired , went back sleep . At about 3 some idiot bomb my phone , make me so frustrated and pick up , he kena scold lo . ORBI !! ~ I'm so bored .. Waiting for qin ai de to come back from TPY then she wanna eat her chilli crab .. Then maybe go shi guan make lorry .. That's all I guess , I'm off to watch other show (: Bye !! ~
I MISS DIE HIM ♥♥

2010-07-29T15:18:00.002+08:00

I'm back from panjang . Went there last night to friend's house . Then smoke , use comp & watch teevee . Slept at around 5 plus . Woke up at 12 plus . Prepared , I came home , he went out to meet his friends . Saw someone last night while me and Mei Ling stopped at th traffic light . I saw him right after I said don't let me see him . So lucky right ? & th funniest thing is that I don't know he's angry about what ?! Whatever it is ... I BLOG WHAT EVER I WANT !! Hate people asking me this and that . I didn't want to name out of cause I have my reasons , dude . If I named out you would be SO SAD . Crying like a pathetic ass asking why he betrayed you !! So ... SHUDDUP !! You pathetic ass lil girl (: That's it for today . I die also don't name out people who will dirty my blog .. I MISS MY DARLING MEI LING !! & HIM ♥♥

2010-07-27T15:20:00.001+08:00

MOODLESS ~

2010-07-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

Hi people .. Let me post up recent event ..
Ytd was Friday .. Met MeiLing in th afternn , then slack till 9 , went home .. Get my stuffs and head to dear dear's house .. Reach dear dear's house liao , then he say he going out with his friends , so 2 of his friends , me and I went around in don't know whose car searching for dessert . Went to th first place , cannot find , then we went to out second destination , was around town area .. We drank soya bean milk and you tiao .. We first sat with 2 square tables , then th person ask us to squeeze into 1 table which is damn small lah !! So th boss still gave us 2 table . Had laughters while eating and travelling in th car after eating .. As there was no idea where to go , his friend sent us home first . Changed and sleep , but while dear dear was sleeping soundly , I can't sleep at all , maybe just so not used to it . But still manage to sleep for awhile .. and woke up at 8 .. Finally able to wake dear up at 10 for his interview . But he went to bathe and came out saying he's not going .. So he cooked lunch , ate , went back sleep . Woke up again around 3 plus then watch movie . Then I left his house around 5.30pm then reach home around 6.40pm . Rest awhile , met Mei Ling at 262 for her dinner at 8 .. Miss dear so much now , and I FORGET TO TAKE PHOTO WITH HIM !! ok .. But overall is fun going out with his friends too . First time had fun with boyf's friends .

& I know you won't see this post , but I just wants to post out ,
I'm leading my life happily now , stop disturbing me with your irritating msges ,
it really annoys me damn much you know ?! Stop saying you still miss me ,
stop scaring me with whatever you're threatening me .
Get a life .. Nothing's gonna make me go back to you .
Just get out of my life ...
And whereas you .. You're slapping yourself with your own words .
Stop saying you're still waiting for me or whatever shiat it is . You too get a life .
People who dislikes me and hates me to th core , if you're not happy with what I am now ,
I'm sorry .. You can choose to not come to my blog of view my facebook !
Don't wanna talk to me , or treat me as a friend , KINDLY DELETE ME from facebook & msn .
You know who you are .. I'm happy with my life and th people around me ..

00:04
I love my dear Mr.Ang ♥♥

2010-07-23T14:32:00.002+08:00

Cindyyyyyyyy ... You're just stupid k ? Don't regret in whatever happens next .. You and your fucking don't know how to think brain , and your stupid mouth to say useless things . You can just fuck off !! Yes , your boyf is angry of what you said , stupid enough can ? You can just pathetically stay at home tonight and fucking be lonely . I got nothing to say , only can cry . Bye .

2010-07-21T01:27:00.002+08:00

Yoyo !! Went Dear house just now , then mei ling went her boyf house . Th 2 guys' house just a few blocks away .. coincidence ehhh .. haha !! ~ Then in th evening , met mei ling for dinner and back to th guys house .. Then dear send me to mei ling's boyf house downstairs to take cab together . Miss dear so much .. Mei ling went to her boyf house again just now , dear dear went to bed already . I'm here using comp missing th both of them =.= Should be staying at home tmr . Dear dear working early and end work early tmr , but he will be tired , so shall not disturb him , and let him rest at home tmr . Tmr morning mei ling coming back to Jurong , maybe I'll acc her to polyclinic for MC or meet her in th afternn . One shocking thing to say .. I want to quit smoking !! unbelievable right ? I'll try .. cause dear dear don't smoke de . HAHA !! ~ Shall stop here , byebye ♥♥

2010-07-20T14:43:00.002+08:00

Hello !!
I'm going 我的最爱 ♥ dear dear house . Then going home together with Mei Ling ♥ 亲爱的 .. She's currently at her 狗屁股 house .. haha !! I still have plenty of time .. 1530 go bathe , then leave home before 1630 .. Reach Panjang before 1700 .. Boredddddd die me !! ~ It's like raining here lo .. So coldddddddd .. I think I shall stop here bah , nothing to post also . I'm posting for th sake of updating .. haha .. Bye ♥♥

2010-07-18T01:35:00.002+08:00

I don't know why .. Really don't know ..
I love you so much , that nothing could define it . But I just see you leave me .
Why why why ? So what I don't love you anymore ? So what I can put you down ?
But I still tends to get mad over what you've done .
Whatever shiat it is , I'm leaving outta love thingy . I want no more love !

Haven't been updating regularly . Soooo .. yea ..
Lion dance for ytd and later on in th morning 10am .
Ate 2 tablets for flu , and I'm now drowsy =.=
Still looking for some nice job .
and have been staying at home .. Cool ~
(Y) for not travelling anywhere ;D
Alrights , I can't take it anymore , I'm sleeping soooooooon .
Goodnight <3
01:42 hrs

2010-07-10T14:25:00.002+08:00

Good afternn !!
I woke up late and didn't get to meet 亲爱的 , but will be meeting her later . Had a long night sleep , and I dream of you again . When you I stop dreaming about you . I remember I saw you sitting there , you saw me when I was trying to walk across ignoring you , I turn back and walk away . You wouldn't understand how much I want to be with you . Then I saw this 'guy' in my dream , I don't know who is he , but he treats me so good , it's like my ideal boyf .. But yea , all this only happens in dreams , in th real , all this will turn into nothing .
I think I'm going to prepare soon , so that I could meet 亲爱的 earlier . What a Saturday !!

2010-07-10T01:55:00.003+08:00

Hi people !! I'm back .
I'm soooooo going to change my blogskin already . This skin sucks man .. Recently a bit no life , mood isn't coming back too . Going for interview soon for new job . Save more more money , Gucci , LV , I'm coming . HAHA !! Th most important thing now isn't all this , but end of probation . Yah uh , I remember I have something very important to buy , I'll post it up in a list when I remember . HAHAHA !! ~ Aint really happy with life nowadays , I don't know what happen , I have everything I wanted , but just can't get my mood back , can anyone please explain why ?!! Nothing actually makes me not in th mood , weird . If there's a reason for it , maybe still explainable , but whatever . Still can see my smile . But ever since 'he' left , I'm not a happy girl , but I will be one . Cause I'm always one (: 4 more days to a month , that you left .. Guess you're happy with what you have now , not talking about your brotherhood and your life , maybe even at work . But happy without me by your side irritating you ;D
If I'm not wrong , there's soccer , Germany vs Uruguay at 230 . But I'm not watching , I'm sleeping soon . Lying on my bed playing with iPhone and downloading apps . HAHA !! Tmr meeting 亲爱的 and friends at woodlands .. Sunday network outing . Still considering about going or not .. and 亲爱的 told me just now that Sunday got Chu Sai , thinking whether going or not , I don't think it's even confirm , will check out and plan my schedule . & I shall stop here . Bye ^^

2010-07-05T16:50:00.002+08:00

Hello !
Life has been as normal recently . Mood was like ok too (:
People come and go in life daily , my life's great !! ~
Happy with what's happening recently , thou there's some problems .
Family .. Fine and happy !
Love .. Happy being single ! (thou I still love you)
Friends .. I love my qin ai de & sis !!
Job .. Still doing find and looking for a second part time job (:
Mood .. 7/10 .. got money , got manicure , got many many things .

Finally he replied my msn :D
But he's going out , so yea , didn't chat at all ):
Yes , I still do miss him , but what to do ?
After all , I still have to move on with life .
Haven't been going out recently too , stayed at home or went slacking nearby .
This kinda life sucks to th core .. I'm getting a job real soon , played enough .
I shall stop here , msn conver drives me crazy !! :D
Goodbye <3

2010-07-03T14:29:00.002+08:00

This few nights , I kept dreaming about you . In that dream , I'm so afraid of you . Why ? Because I saw you , wherever I can be , you ignored me , I tried to say hi , you walk away . This is how terribly it is . I miss you . Be it in real life or in my dream , I see you . Both you ignored me . Why can't we even be friends ? Why can't we even say hi ? Why can't we communicate . Why make my life so miserable ?

2010-06-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

Time to update , thou I have no readers . Forgotten what I did last week , shall start from :
23rdJune Wednesday
Went chu sai at Jurong extension , till around 10 plus we changed at guan all that and went for supper . Didn't eat th whole day , was hungry like &^%$#@! HAHA !! Then something happen , was shocked ! But happy ^^ Home-ed and sleep really niceeeeee . Haven't been sleeping so nice for like don't know how long . That night strikes 12 , that's th moment <3
24thJune Thursday
Chu sai again , etc , home ..
25thJune Friday
Went down to office in th evening , realize a lot of things , then back home . So I'll be going back to office often already . And yea , home sweet home .
26thJune Saturday
Rot-ed at home th whole day , then went cck around 9 plus . Then cabbed down to Nicholas house for mahjong sessions (: Home-ed .
Today 27thJune
Samuel drive me and Jairus to office , then after that had lunch and lessons . OMGGGGG !! Samuel said got B-push test , by him and Mike . Suck Thumb , bo bei zao ! )))= But yea , I manage to pass (: Then after that slack a bit , so AMS then Samuel drive to cck , was actually thinking of going home , but yea , too early , so slack a bit at Limbang then home (: And as for tmr , back to office as I got appointment (:

For my love life ? Haha . No progress ... No point progressing too as I have not met my right guy , and yea , I don't think I will be progressing it too . This time round , I may be staying single for a long time , maybe I will start a new relationship when my probation ends (: Thou a bit not used to not having a boyf , to love me or dote me , maybe I shall wait ... MY RIGHT GUY ! wahahahaha ~ Who who ? Honestly , I know I love you , I truly do , but I know , miracles happen .. But what's th point when you don't love me already ? I will be only waiting for you love , till th day my probation ends , but before that , if any guy happens to appear , I won't know whether will my heart melts for that guy . And if I really wanna do something about it , I can , but I don't want , I want things to be neutral . Let nature take it's course (: Shall stop posting here , bye (:

2010-06-22T00:43:00.002+08:00

Realise something . No one wants me . Why ? Because I'm not a good girlf that no one wants to put me in an important place in heart & in life ... Thought I could stay by him , but still , I have no chance to do so , past , now or even future )))=

2010-06-19T01:18:00.002+08:00

I look back at our msn convers . I laugh to myself . You used to 'ed' me in whatever I said . You always di siao me , and make me angry . I remember how you always make me happy and make me wanna stay awake and wait for you to be online to entertain me . I remember how I always scold you when you called me to chat , but you just kept quiet with my attitudes . I remember how we got together , how we argue , how we had fun , how hard I cried for you , how we broke off for th first time and how we patched things up . I always remember what did I do wrong for th first time to make you leave me , mistakes wasn't repeat , but I still can't keep you beside me . But never once we really quarreled because you bear with it . I miss th time when you come and find me in th middle of th night despite how tired you are , just because I miss you . I miss th times when we hugged each other to sleep all th way till morning . I miss th way how you kiss me to keep me secure . I miss your sweet talks and I miss how you called me silly . I really miss you , and your love . I never once wants to give up on loving you , because I know you love me . Never once I blame you for being no time to be with me because I understand . I remember , I promised you to not cry and be unhappy when you leave me one day . I did it , I didn't cry , I wasn't unhappy . Till now , as days goes by , I have to break this promise . Because I'm crying when posting this . I have been really mood less for days , just because I know I really love you as much as I could imagine . I seriously thought it was a crush for you , till I met you , and realize how you treated me , really makes me touched . No one can ever hold me up with this attitude of mine , but you could . Whatever it is , I'm gonna say , thanks for th love . I hope we could be together again .. Let nature takes it course .. If we're meant to be together , be it what happen in between , we'll still be together . Be it you will read this or not . I really love you . YZhiWei . 200210 . I miss you .

2010-06-18T15:15:00.002+08:00

Thoughts have been running through my mind , decision is never made . Letting you go , or rather allowing you to leave my life , isn't what I want , neither I have a choice . I want you to stay , be it you can focus on me or not , I believe we'll still be able to meet or go out together . Why others can actually focus on both work and personal things whereas you can't ? I didn't actually say anything , why can't you just still be with me ? You know how much I love you ? You're th first guy ever that don't meet me often yet my love could actually stay . Till now I still don't understand why are you leaving me ? I promise you to be happy , and no tears , I did it . But I know you won't be coming back to me anymore .

2010-06-16T01:18:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO CRY LIAO !!!
This few days mummy never give me money )))=
No money eat , travel , smoke & play .
So I haven't been eating for days ...
Stress over money bodoh !! ~
Hungry die me nowwwww ...
No strength post liao , byebye !

2010-06-14T13:04:00.002+08:00

This few days have been slacking at Limbang .
Ytd went westmall to pass Yvonne thing , slack awhile , then went home . Had dinner with family then after that korkor drive me to Limbang . Met Ting Xue , then down to cck meet XinYu . Slack slack talk talk smoke smoke , walk back to limbang meet another gang . Slack till 3am plus then cab home . I'm waiting for yvonne to pass me th number for interview of job . Then I shall be busy and rich =x hahahaha ! ~ But another sad thing . I think someone forgets that he had a girlf . Haven't been contacting me for weeks . 4th month is just 6 days away . I feel so sad & lonely . Awwwww o; What to do ? hais .. But I still love him & my love won't change . Whatever ! I don't want to emo over here ! sickening afternn ! byebye !

2010-06-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

Life is getting at it's worse nowadays . No one cares about me .
That's all I can say .. Byebye !

2010-06-09T12:54:00.002+08:00

Had been really busy recently ..
But I miss dear alot ! Damn lots ! Didn't even get to talk to him and etc . I will love my dear and never leave (= .. Ok , been having alot of fun and didn't concentrate on work . Back to work soon , and this few days met xinyu zhi yong and ting xue . (Y) Was joking with Ting Xue that day , so facebook relationship status was a joke ! HAHA !! It's complicated ! HAHAHA :D Ting Xue is a good friend to be with .. Going out with him , he just treat me like a sister (Y) HAHA ! Ok ! It's thunder and lightning naooo , I have to go out before it rains , bye !

2010-06-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

Ytd went out to lot 1 met Ting Xue , after awhile , we went Limbang to meet his friends & XinYu . Then after that slack all th way till midnight 3 plus then go home . Why am I home so late ? Because I quarrelled with my mother in th afternn . I was crying but yet helpless )))= Anyway , who cares ?! No one cares for me .. Even my own dearest boyf also . Why he don't care ? Because he don't don't know . Why he don't know ? Because he too busy . Why is he busy ? How would I know ? Even if I know , I wouldn't want to know because I hate it when he's busy and had no time for me . I have to call so hard just to find one person out with me ! )))= No mood post already . Bye !

2010-06-06T13:20:00.002+08:00

Finally I can sleep for long hours . It's currently 1324 in th afternn and I'm thinking where to go . Ytd night too tired and wasn't really elaborating on what I posted . haha ! Ytd was having fun in company , and th Mike dare me to take up th challenge to hit RM by this month ! wtf ?! I was a bit lack of confident lah , so I didn't . Cause I know my friends . All useless one =x HAHA !! Joking ! But anyway I did mention I'm home late uh . Wondering where am I suppose to go . Everyone got boyf to acc , I don't have )))= usually at this time someone went to work I will either go out , or he off and bring me gaigai )))= Ok whatever , that's th past !! ..

Dear ... So far we haven't really been quarrelling and there's nothing for us to quarrel about , and as for meeting up , sometimes it's just that I miss you too much .. I know you're busy , but .. haiyah I don't know lah . Just hope that even if you're busy at least you can make it meeting me once a week . )))= But whatever it is , I love you . And th love will never change . It just grow stronger as each day passes without you being by my side . I LOVE YOU ♥

2010-06-06T01:34:00.003+08:00

Today is a bad day for me )))=
Let me start .. By morning .
Reach home in th morning 0445 , then slept at 0500 . Haha !! Was slacking downstairs at mac with friends .
Then after that woke up in th morning 1000 .. Tried to stretch my body when I was awake ,
and realize that my ankle was pain due to th sprain ytd night . When I was walking to my father's car . I was wearing heels =.=
th weird thing is that it wasn't pain till this morning . So I actually had difficulties walking . But yet I still have to be at office .
So I slowly bath and walk to bus stop , took train and slowly cross th bridge then to office .. I was alone !! FML !!
Do planning for th month and etc . Slack slack talk cock .. Tried to sit down th whole day and avoid walking !!!
Just nao when I was waiting for cab didn't had th second thought that there's still train =.= I waited for cab since 2340 .
25 mins later I for a cab . But was pass 0000 , and I had to pay for midnight charge !!! FML !! ~ Ok .. But whatever it is now ,
I shall just stop here . Will update again , byeeeeeeee ^^

Ps : It sucks to use iPhone to blog and I swear no one actually cares that I sprain my ankle or not , other than people who saw me and I was like crippled in company !!! Seriously FML !!! & I wan my dear dear♥♥

2010-06-04T23:41:00.004+08:00

YOYO ! PEOPLE !
Been some time since I last blogged . So it's time to update naooooo . Have been really busy with work and programmes recently . Barely have time to meet Dear dear ♥♥ too ): Financially I'm still stable . HAHA ! (Y) Still not running out of money yet . But it's really stress for last month . Month end even worse ! HAHA ! Mood is still high up up ! Not really down yet . So no emotionally break down for th month , knew quite a few new friends from company . Didn't expect my up-line is my senior . Andre , Deva & Samuel , 3 ex kranjians (Y) Andre , Deva & me can actually recognize each other ! Haha ! So at least we're able to communicate well . Yvonne went MIA today ! Called and text her didn't respond ): Miss die her ! & tmr I'm going back office . Meeting and network outing ! I think tmr need quite a lot of $$ ... Die ! Sure broke ! Alright , shall stop here , should be going out later . Bye bye ! ♥♥

2010-05-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

Time to update ...
Been looking for jobs recently . & I changed my number too . Drifted damn lots from brother , quite sometime didn't meet him also . But hope he's doing good . Been well with Dear dear also . Yvonne as well . Doing good in life (Y) HAHAHA :D And to that someone there . We've long forgotten you in life and memory , we don't talk about you or neither do we gossip about you , th best is don't offend us by starting nonsense . You living good ? Good for you . Don't need to say you don't need us to live or whatever shiat , we don't give a damn . We're being good to you and you were th one not apperciating , awww , too bad o; Don't curse us , neither do you laugh at us . I can see what's happening in your life , no one but you who causes everything (: If you have th ability , do it in action and say in with words . I don't see a point doing all these luh , unless you're still a kid =x But yea , your mentality is up till there isn't it ? You don't have to dress nor act as if you're 'mature' cause you're not (: And please , your dressing is just like a kid ... Maybe you just need to buy more clothes .. Oh ! You have no money ! Sucha pathetic ass . Just a waste of resource on earth . Why am I posting so much thing =.= You won't even see this . Haha . And I'm hungry right now , waiting for my dinner . Bye people ^^

2010-05-24T15:33:00.002+08:00

Cindy ! I swear you're stupid . Why why why ? I swear I hate you ! I will not contact you ! Should grats you too . Jiayou to go for it . Holding back my tears right now at this moment . I won't let it fall & it's not gonna fall . But I swear I will get what I want , not now but in th future ! Alright . Relax ~ I'm gonna meet Chen Yang later for dinner . And off to watch my show liao , byebye ^^

2010-05-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

Miss die you !

Maybe you're still a passerby in my life . You used to say 'don't know leh , just used to it lo ' now ... I think you're not used to it afterall , it's just because you're bored . I know you care about me , but I'm still not important . Who am I to be one important person in your life ? Wanted to ask you go out with me , but I'm always unable to get a direct answer . In your heart , you won't want to go out with me as much as them . In fact should I say you won't want to meet me at all in th first place . Or rather you won't want to know me at all . I have alot of things to say with you , I want to have fun & jokes with you , but I doubt any of this will happen again . Maybe we just have to delete each other from our life & dictionary . You can think that I'm unreasonable , or I'm emo-ing , but it's better than you hate me . If you want me in your life , tell me , text me or even call me ... 8 digits isn't that tough for you to press right ? Even if so , I don't get any calls from you , I'm still gonna say . Brother , I love you ♥

2010-05-23T01:17:00.003+08:00

Miss die him ! ~ B R O T H E R ♥
It has been days ... This shows that I'm a nobody afterall .
Went to get my pay that day , then after that met brother . Didn't text for around 2 days liao (Y) Then ytd went get pay w Vonne , then pool then home . Manicure pedicure ! ~ HAHA :D Then midnight last min went cck because of something . Then reach home at 4 , sleep very soon ! This morning cannot get up siol . Abit late for PTO . Then after that home , meet Jairus awhile , home , here I am blogging (: Really not in th mood bodoh ! I asked someone to look for me , without hesitation I get a 'no' because 'not free' ~ Fine ! I'm an understanding person ... It's just that really feel disappointed . Anyway , today learnt anger management , so I must apply it . Cannot get angry , cannot have high expectations on low chances of things , so must express feeling (: Alright , abit sleepy to post , continue fb-ing liao . Byebye ^^

2010-05-20T02:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 3rd monthsary (:
Spending it alone be it th day or night . Yet I'm crying don't know for what fuck reason right now . I'm sick . Flu , cough , Sore throat . I wanna die already . I just can't stop crying , but who can I turn to ? Who can tell me , who can be here for me ? I've never cried like this for a very long time . I don't have any mood , I just wants to cry and cry and cry . How I wish everything just ends here , stop here . If it's 160 days back . Things won't turn out this way ... Since I chose what I'm to be , I won't regret . I'm happy with what is it now , but why am I still crying ? & secretly I know th reason . Because I'm lonely ...

2010-05-19T13:58:00.005+08:00

Ytd met brother in th afternn . Then went got programme .
After programme , back to bishan , met brother and friends .
Slack slack , camwhoring then home (:
Lazy to elaborate much =x bye ...
There's still photo not yet up . Lazy .

2010-05-16T15:01:00.002+08:00

What a good Sunday , what a good off . I'm rotting at home with my half paralysed body after Dear ♥ has gone to work . Ytd night Dear ♥ came over .. Haha .. Finally get to meet him , miss him so damn much . Recently , realise that I have been drifting myself away from Brother ♥ ... I don't know what happen to me , but a bit trying to avoid in some ways . Ok ! I don't know what am I doing . But I'm currently sick and down . Feel like crying , I don't know why . & Dear ♥ is sick as well , hope he gets better as he's working . Dear ♥ must take care of yourself uh ... This random thought just came up my mind , ' when is korkor moving out so I can have his big big room ? ' =x haha . I want to go Imm and buy some things , but no one acc me ... Awwwwww ): *Bangwall* byebye

2010-05-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

Tired ~
Woke up , prepare and go for pto . Was late . But yet when we reach timah hill and etc . had fun (Y) Lazy to post pictures , it's all up on fb (: pto all guys . So quite having an advantage of everything =x haha . Now damn shag bodoh . Reached home , bath-ed and out to cck have dinner together w xinyu . After eating went smoke and down to ave4 meet Daddy ♥ played lan awhile then cab home . I think I'm going to sleep soon , but I want to wait for Dear ♥ to come online ): What should I do ? Tmr off . Don't know going where ... Too shag to go for training . Urgh ! FML ! I wonder who would ask me out tmr . haha ... Goodnight ! ♥

2010-05-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

Finally tmr off . But having pto , going to timah hill or something ==
I'm drunk , went drinking abit when I reached my house downstairs just now . I called him ... I don't know why . But th feeling is just weird , I can't describe . But he said something that made me cry ): but whatever it is , I love YZW ! Haha ! I cried because of th words , is not because of what . I'm seriously drunk , last time I can drink quite lot , so months never drink like poor drinker only ): I don't know how to post already . Drunk drunk . byebye ..

2010-05-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

Hey yo ! I'm home (:
Have been working working working and working . Finish work and home (: And just now someone simply thought that I'm joking with him when I said I'm outside his doorstep =x haha :D Reach Jurong inter , called my parents and ask where are they . Joined them for their dinner . And I bought mac for my dinner . I want to smoke and sleep , but then it seems like I can't sleep early if I want to smoke . So I think I'm gonna sleep sooooooon , real soooooooooooon (:

Dear ah dear ! Cheer up please ! I know you're stress luh , but don't think so much hao bu hao ? haven't been meeting you for like weeks going a month ... A bit sad lah , but don't worry , I'm doing fine & I'm packed with work , pto and friends to acc me . If you're free th whole day to meet me , you can tell me , I can take off (: & please update more on what's going on and happening with you . Don't even know what have you been doing recently other than working . Just take care of yourself k ? I love you , I always do . It's you who make me know what I should do . Miss you ttm . See you soon ♥♥

2010-05-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

Here to update (:
Sunday 9/05/10
Rot at home whole day due to someone sleeping . Then went to have dinner with my family . I ate with my fastest speed and then went to take bus to Bishan , met up with brother and co . Watched Iron Man 2 , 9.45pm show . Cabbed home , 12 plus =.= Sleep .
Monday 10/05/10
Woke up at 6am . Went to work , was late ! =.= Suppose to reach at 8am , but I reached at 8.30 =x Lucky aunty didn't say anything . Haha ! finish work at 8.45pm , went Bishan surprise brother . Haha , watched teevee at his house got we don't know go where , no money eat also , daddy bought my dinner(supper) so watched teevee till 11plus and cabbed home =x
Today
Went work as usual . 11.20 am . Yvonne isn't here , she sick , on mc for 2 days . I work till 4.30pm , went for PTO . Then trained home . Finally home early =x But now whole body aching , think not enough sleep , every day sleep less than 8 hours , cannot really take it . Not used to it maybe . A bit feverish now =x Going to sleep soon .

Recently almost got no time to meet up with Dear . Th last time I met him was 18th April =.= Kinda miss him ... Abit of arguing but yea , still fine . Searching for time to meet him . As long as it's able to squeeze in 1 sec I also happy . Even if looking at him from far also can make my day . I think I know what to do . Abit not in th mood recently . Faking a smile so no one would know . Yea , a bit feverish now , body aching , this is th symptoms of me getting a fever =.= (Y) GG ! ~ This month 20th falls on Thursday , should be not able to meet . I don't mind not meeting him casue I know he loves me =p haha . Think I've almost broke my record already , 3 weeks of not meeting , feeling not yet faded . (Y) Means I'm serious and real for this time =x HAHA ;D turning in soon , goodnight ♥

2010-05-09T11:34:00.002+08:00

Disppointed ! I thought I could watch th morning show . But now ... Hais ... Someone went home only this morning , and not sure he could wake up not . He should be unable to wake up and I don't know what time he will . I think I'm going bath and go down J8 first to walk around , Yes alone (: And my parents last min tell me that they're having Mother's day dinner like so last min . I don't even know how to plan my time already . I think I'm not going . Should be going out alone and be a loner for today . Bye ...

2010-05-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

Ytd night accidentally fall asleep =.=
Then jump up this morning , it's like 6 plus only . wtf ?! Saw brother's msg , then went back sleep . Can't get up this morning , then woke up at 10am . Prepared and daddy drive me to farrer park for pto . Ended at 6 and went Bishan to meet up with brother . Slack awhile then home . Thought what he would say , but still he wanted me to go home , then fine , grant him lo . I suck thumb go home lo . Don't want to be home so early ): Lonely ~ Hais , then Brother went out with his friends . Should be having fun now . And me ? Bored die me ! Abit sad ):

2010-05-08T01:02:00.002+08:00

WOW ! That's cool ~

I seriously hate this guy to th core ! I want to get rid of him in my mind , in my life , in my dict !

Stress and tired with work ! Hate this girl to th max ! Hands off him !

Love this guy to th max ! (L) I'm going crazy ! Even I want to rant also don't know how to .

Don't know how to start , don't know what to say ! Damn it ! I hate this feeling .

2010-05-07T01:12:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo !

I can't imagine there's old kid .. You're bearing a mature look , but yet on th inside ,

be it your physically or mentally , you're totally a kid ! o; That's sad for you !

And some people are just funny . Is it that hard to put th past behind ? haha .

Not happy ? You have a mouth my dear . If you choose to keep quiet , then that's

definitely your own mother fucking problem eh ? If you think by doing this you'll

be even happier then go ahead (: I don't think ... oh no ! I mean I don't need you to live eh .

Whatever it is , you're another kid to me . Woohoo ! A brainless yet act as if you have a brain kid.

Hahahahaha :D I don't want to scold anyone on my blog , but some people just make me want to

let it out , I'm not angry , just mouth itchy =x hahahaha . Have been working for days .

Tired ~ tmr work and Saturday Sunday off . Having programme on Saturday then maybe meeting Brother after that . Sunday off . Anyone wants to bring me out ? =p hahaha

Turning in soon . Goodnight ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Brother says he's bringing me to shopping when he got his pay ,

this time he bao bu diao de ! Muahahahas ! =p

2010-05-05T00:31:00.006+08:00

Hi people .

Today was fine . Went to do pedicure then to programme .

After programme bus-ed down to Bishan and met brother .

Actually wanted to eat , but then suddenly don't feel like eating ,

so we went to a void deck and slack . Listen to songs and chat (:

After math , bus-ed home again . One hour trip ):

Here are some photos taken today ...

2010-05-04T13:36:00.003+08:00

I always leave a day for you . I should be working today . Because I hope for a chance to see you , I didn't work . You told me you're not working but having something on , sometimes I really wish , without asking you can tell me things . But you didn't tell me what are you having on . I'm wondering , what important thing is that , if it's work and school fine . If for other friends or you sisters and brothers . Fine ! ~ If it's work , I can understand , if it's for them , I don't see a point you're leaving so near to them , can't you meet them some other times , why must it be today where I puposely make today free just for your sake . Is not I'm angry or sad that you can't meet me , cause we can always arrange time . But because you always don't tell me things that maybe I should know and no harm knowing , I always have to ask if I want to know , and not you tell me automatically . Alot of things I didn't ask , cause I don't want you to find it irritating cause of questions and questions everyday . As your girlf , how I know what every thing you did . So that people ask me where's your boyf , I can answer and don't need to put my head down and say I don't know . And they will say , your boyf leh . It always makes me speechless . But what ever it is , what I mean is to let you know how I feel and understand abit , it's not as simple as said 'nevermind it's ok ' and I really mean I'm ok . Is just that I'm trying to be more understand . And whatever I've said is not for you to make yourself stress and leave me again . I'm alone again today . Lonely ):

2010-05-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

Wake up early in th morning , prepared and went out ... Wanted to take pay ,

but then because Yvonne not going to work , we can't have breakfast .

Wanted to go down Bishan meet brother , when I called him he was at Jurong platform ,

so I met him at Jurong . Train to Bishan . Brother went home bath and change .

Then I waited for him , we rushed to J8 watched Ip man 2 *twist*

That show jitao is a very inhuman show ! Make me cry like *^%$#@!

But overall quite nice ~ Then after that met brother's friend awhile and headed to

Paya Lebar . Went to talk to my boss together with Yvonne . Going back to work on Wednesday .

Yvonne going back work tmr . After math , Yvonne went home , I went back Bishan .

Met brother's friend then went opp J8 eat . After eating they went for Movies .

Brother took 52 together with me , he alight at Wee yang's house there .

I bus-ed all th way to Jurong , 1 hour =.= Fell asleep on th bus .

Then drag myself all th way from toh guan bus stop to home .

Just now watch Ip man , I jitao cry bodoh . Th Hong Jin Bao haven't die ,

I cry all th way till he died . Then I cried even harder ! Haha ;D so emotional of me =x

alright , shall stop here , sleeping soon . Goodnight ♥♥

2010-05-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

Pictures will do th talking for today (:

2010-05-02T13:45:00.002+08:00

Everything is like going wrong . Am I just simply thinking too much .
Is it because I love him too much to be so sensitive over things ?
I don't want to be like this either . But what to do ? hais .
I just wants to be a good girlf . That can always keep quiet , always tolerate .
Be an understanding girlf ...
I'm not working nao . Thinking whether should I go try at 4th floor .
Or should I just find another suitable job ? Actually can meet him today .
But then because I was too tired and want to take a long sleep .
If not bu nao , I should be at his house already . As for tmr I don't know whether to go down not .
Tuesday I want to meet him , but he say he's not free . He don't even think he tell me straight .
But no matter what I've promised myself , whether he's free on Tuesday or not , I would stay at home . Even if I have to go out , if he called me , I will go find him straight .
Cause my Tuesday is he's . BUT TUESDAY I GOT PTO ! wtf ?!
Don't feel like posting already . Very vexed and don't know about what (Y)
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

2010-05-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

Wahahahahahahaha ~
Got sacked on th 2nd day of work . Give me stupid reasons like I'm inexperience .
Th aunty don't even want to teach me , still say no time to teach .
If she don't have th time then why is she able to sit down there and stare blank at th door ?
Funny huh ? Whatever . I quit . They putting me in another level .
But I think I will be going back to get my pay and not work there . _|_
Damn you . Want sack me just tell me nicely , I don't need you _|_ attitude !
You make me from 'ok with it ' to ' not happy with it ' ! ~
Because of your 'NICE' attitude make me wants to complain all th way !
Thanks huh ! LADY boss ! whatever . I'm jobless again .
But soon I will look for another new job *twist* Jiayou to me .
*good news for dear !* & *grats to vonne ~ clapclap~ *
Signing off ^^ Tmr enjoying again ! It's sunday ! WOOHOO ! ~

/Edit
That moment when I left th office , I really felt like crying .
Right now , second blow for today .
He actually came to know this girl for 2 days ? He can ask her to take care not to fall sick .
Then what about me ? Th coldness in his messages . He got no time for me .
Got time for that girl ? OMG ! ~ I really can't accept it ! Tears always just flows for him .
I manage to stay . Am I about to leave again this time ?
If I really leave this time , I shall not turn back . I'm hurt . Yes , I'm jealous ! VERY !

2010-04-30T23:43:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO ! ~
Today work was (Y)
Standing th whole day causes my spine to hurt abit , but yea , able to take it .
Tmr morning meeting Yvonne for breakfast then to work .
Today finish work at 9.30 then papa drive Yvonne home then drive me home .
Tired ~ Going to sleep later . Cannot wait for dear to online and chat already .
Unless he wake up early . Bored die me ! Don't know tmr got people not .
Today jitao bored die me ! HAHAHAHA :D but aunty don't let me use phone ):
So yea abit bored ! And fun . WOOHOO ~ Wonder how am I going to continue ,
th rest of th days -.- post till here . Some photos I took when I'm bored =x

2010-04-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hi readers ^^

Slept around 3 ytd night . Woke up at 11am .

Prepared and went out . First went to do manicure .

Then went t0 Paya Lebar , my work place to do some paper stuffs .

Then down to Bishan meet brother for dinner , & home-ed .

Will be starting work tmr (: haiyoh , imagine everyday have to go home alone .

How I wish everyday after work got people wait for me .

Acc me home =x But that's definitely impossible . Haha :D

But travel in public transport also troublesome . Best is someone drive me home =x

Impossible also I'm just dreaming ... HAHA ;D

Going to sleep soon ~ around 1 . Tmr still got work ...

Byebye ^^

2010-04-29T02:09:00.002+08:00

Alot of things about you , I don't know . But I want to know .

Always you choose not to tell me , you don't bother to explain .

I don't wish to force you to say cause it's annoying , but I have no choice .

I want to trust you . I want to know more about you .

I tried my best to change myself into being a girlf which is not attitude ,

not like a kid while being myself . Will you understand all this ?

I chose to do so much things because I know I love you ,

because I know that I can leave th past behind and move on together with you .

But are you able to ? Are you ready to do all these ?

Leaving your past behind ? Your ex lovers ?

Sometimes I hurt deep inside , trying not to let you know .

Because I don't want history to repeat .

Like you will stupidly blame yourself being unable to fulfill a boyf's responsibility ,

then leave me again . I don't want to see this happen cause I believe ,

believe that you're th one ... You made me being able to truly love again ,

able to be serious in a relationship and dare to love .

And I don't want you to be th one that leave me in th end .

I trust you , because I can see and feel that you're a good guy .

Whatever I say can't change anything anyway , just wants to rant =p

Bye people . Maybe sleeping soon ~ Goodnight ♥

2010-04-29T01:03:00.002+08:00

Hi people !

Today is a fine day ...

Went down to woodlands to meet Jacq in th evening .

Then we walked around ...

And creative art corner to do th thingy .

After that went sweet talk buy drinks and etc . smoke , home .

Actually tmr have to work , cause they got no enough people .

But then my stupid fucking PO didn't pick up office phone ,

then never reply my text . GG lo .

But tmr still going down office do some personal paper work .

HAHAHA ;D

Tmr pack , staying at office .

Friday maybe meeting brother .

Saturday holiday , stay at home , no programme cause Labour day .

Sunday finally can go training .

Monday OFFICIALLY starting work !! ^^

WOOHOO ~ thousands of grats .

Unable to slack as usual already .

Got my first job ever in my 17 years of life .

I want to be as busy as Dear . Same as him . (Y)

Lastly , Dear , I love you .

Thanks for all th love that you're showering on me .

I felt more love from you than how we used to be ♥♥♥

2010-04-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

YEA ! ~
Went for job interview today with vonne .
Someone made me waited for almost one hour at paya lebar :/
Then after that went for interview .
SUCCESS ! ~
I got th job . Working hours will be from 11pm-10pm
hahahaha ... Then after that went for pto .
Today very boring .
Bus-ed to Yishun meet Jacq , Jia xin and wong .
Blah blah blah . Home ~
Now on msn with Dear .
I'm in a happy and hyper mood today ^^

CindyWSL
00:55 hrs

2010-04-27T01:00:00.002+08:00

Went pool with vonne just now .

Met Johnny at westmall slack and smoke awhile .

He keep calling me nerd nerd lo !

Then after that went CSC played pool ~

Won vonne today .

Tmr going for job interview at Paya Lebar .

Far far . Then after that MAYBE going find Dear .

Cause near near (:

Then around 4 plus set off to farrer park for PTO _|_

Tmr will be 6-8pm

HAHA ;D

Will be travelling back with Jefrence .

Cause I don't know how to go back home from there -.-

He's gonna bring me to MRT , haha .

Alot of Thanks to him ^^

CindyWSL

1:33 hrs

2010-04-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

Went PTO today ...
Fun , but yet bored .
Moodless ~
Bye ...

CindyWSL
23:12 hrs

2010-04-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

Maybe I still have to admit right in th end that ,
I miss you & I still need you ):
By posting this doesn't mean anything ,
not trying win any sympathy ,
just speaking out how I feel .
That's all ...

CindyWSL
23:04 hrs

2010-04-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Got my PTO schedule .
It's every Tuesday and Saturday ...
Tuesday 6pm - 8pm .
Saturday 12pm - 6pm .
For 15 sessions o;
Which means I can't meet dear till very late on Tuesdays .
Will see how things go and will plan (:
Meeting Jefrence on Saturday to go for PTO together .
Cause I don't know how to go ... ):
Shall stop here ...
Waiting for dear to online , but tmr got things to do ,
cannot wait too long ...
Dear , you know how much I miss you ? T.T

CindyWSL
00:48 hrs
What's for next month ? hmmm ... :/

2010-04-21T23:34:00.002+08:00

Went got PTO .
Quite fun , yet boring too ...
Knew new friends .
All guys there lo , I'm th only girl ):

I'm feeling weird right now ...
I feel more and more guilty .
What kind of girlf am I .
I'm not a good girlf .
Seeing dear so tired ,
cause I'm th one who caused everything ytd night .
I'm really guilty .
Am I even suit to be his girl ?
I think I'll never make him come all th way here .
Sorry Dear .

For you ____ . I don't think I need to say anything about you .
You're too over sensitve with words and rumors ?
Think in whatever way you want (:
Just take care will do .
You can say I'm a hypocrite , or whatever you call me .
Just take care . Live life good , I know you can (:
Cause it's hard for us to trust each other again ,
even thou I can , I doubt you can .
Bye friend .

And you ______ .
I accidentally heard something about you today .
Which I don't want to , and shouldn't .
I don't care what you want to tell people .
But please don't say it's my fault ,
& like I'm th one who's wrong .
So what if I am ?!
Why give me th wrong idea in th first place ?
Why make me not love you anymore ?
Why make my heart able to love him now ?
Th problem don't lies with me , but you .
You know why it isn't my fault anymore ?
Cause I have th rights not wasting my time waiting for you .
What if you choose not to be on that day and other days ?
Like next year or after ? I don't know .
Please ! I've made th choice , you've made your choice .
You have your her , I have my him .
Don't try to make me regret in anyway ,
or by telling people things that you know they will tell me .
Thanks you ...
People , I shall stop posting here ^^

CindyWSL
23:47 hrs
Dear , I love you . & Sorry .
Don't misunderstand anyway ^^

2010-04-21T14:23:00.003+08:00

Helloooooooooooo (:
Posting about ytd ...
Woke up at 9 then 10 then 11 =x
Dear Y came over ...
Talk & etc . Bath and prepared to go out .
Went to Westmall to have lunch .
What a lunch ! we had at KFC .
Then after that arcade ...
DDR-ed , Tekken . etc . tired ~
Went to smoke , then jalan jalan .
Went Mos had a drink , Milkteaaaaaa ;D
Jalan jalan , arcade again .
Then around 6 , walked to CSC .
Waited for vonne awhile ,
we opened table first .
Played 2 rounds of pool with Dear then vonne reached .
We played 9 balls and normal pool -.-
Like what only ! Had alot of fun .
Dear wanted to go city hall ,
but due to us , delay here and there , 9 plus already ):
So we didn't go , went koufu had dinner ? Was it dinner -.-
After math went to smoke and slack . Homed ~
Accompanied Dear to inter , but missed last train =x
Sorry Dear ! what an unlucky day !
Then walked back to my house there .
Met tk first , bought cigg and slack .
Chat about lots of stuffs , and I almost gone crazy !!
WOOHOO ~ Dear went back at around 3 plus in th morning .
Cabbed home =x Felt guilty .
I think I'll be th one going down rather than him coming (:
And I'm having th stupid pto starting from today .
What's that !! -.-
Tired ... shall stop here . Bye ^^

CindyWSL
14:30 hrs

2010-04-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
You shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, Or are we saying
So theres another one, Looks right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine, oh oh

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And i'm in piece , baby fix me
And you'll shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream
Im going down, down, dooown
And just can't believe my first love won't be around

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine
Now I'm all gone .

2010-04-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hi people !
Finally problems settled !
Left with one more thing (:
Slept around 3 plus ytd night .
Woke up this morning 7.30am
Met Nicholas korkor at batok control station ,
went reporting together .
After math we went to tpy hub there to eat at Koufu .
Bus-ed to batok polyclinic to look for Jun Kang .
Accompanied Jun Kang like !@#$%^&* hours long !
Then me and andy korkor went csc for pool ~
Jun Kang and nicholas korkor went shelter .
After playing pool , westmall had early dinner .
It was about 4 plus 5 . Subway =p *yumyum*
Went shelter and meet up with th rest after eating .
Slacked at shelter till 7 plus , andy korkor shun bian cab me home (:
Reach home early today ...
Nothing much , tmr Tuesday , staying at home or meeting Dear ? Oo

CindyWSL
21:43 hrs

2010-04-19T02:36:00.001+08:00

I swear I'll NEVER mention YOU with my mouth ,
say YOUR name in my words (:

2010-04-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

Ytd no place go , went cck .
Then after that home .
around 11plus cab to daddy's house played mahjong .
Home this morning , sick even worse !
Reach home around 7 , sleep .
Sick dao yao si , wake up at 2 , didn't went training .
Then went batok just now ...
Pool-ed with vonne .
Didn't msn chat with him ytd night ,
will he be angry or anyhow think not . Hais .
Down with sickness again ):
Tmr going for reporting at 10am together with nicholas kor .
Watching show now ah , not free , bye =p

CindyWSL
23:12
DearY please don't be angry cause of ytd night wasn't at home msn with you
Meet you on Tuesday k ? ♥♥

2010-04-16T16:08:00.002+08:00

Ytd woke up at around 2 plus . Cool ~
Finally had a good sleep !
Then woke up saw brother's msg and Yvonne's msg .
Replied vonne's first .
She jio me go batok together with Jai .
Then prepared and went westmall .
Went arcade had our crazy DDR first ,
Koufu to have breakfast cum lunch cum dinner .
So I only had a meal ytd =x
Then finish eating at around 5 plus ,
we head to CSC for POOL ~
It's raining ): So we walked in th rain !
My wound hurts TTM !
Was wearing white lah !
Don't know whose idea to play pool and walk in th rain =x
Opps ! HAHAHAHA :D
Then reached CSC , went to dry ourself in th toilet .
Actually just comb hair lo .
None bother to dry ourselves haha :D
Went in open table ! Cold daooooooo ~
played for an hour plus or so .
Then cabbed back to my house .
Slack , watch tv , look for something to eat .
Then Jai went off first to meet his 'girlf'
Then me and vonne wanted to kpo ,
but aiyah ! too late ! Jai walked too fast .
Then Darius reached my house downstairs to bring vonne home -.-
Wasn't prepared enough to see him again de lo .
Bu kan dou kan le . Face th fact girl ! HAHA :D
He's still a friend to me (:
Then met Tk for a stick , homed .
Played audi with Jai , on th phone with Jai .
Bu xiao xin talk till 4 .
Sleep ~ Woke up at 2 just now .
Later going Jurong inter meeting Brother .
Going to his house there to have dinner with him .
He said he's gonna spon me cab fare home =p
Brother is th best (Y)
going to prepare now , come back and post later (:
Byebye ^^

CindyWSL
16:20 hrs

2010-04-14T12:11:00.002+08:00

NO POINT (:
What for ?
Keep quiet lah !
HAHAHA :D

CindyWSL
12:12 hrs

2010-04-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

Why you have to betray my trust to you ?
I told you before . If you got anything , tell it straight to my face .
You don't have to do things and make me suffer right ?
You fail in a relationship , that's what you want !
Nobody force you to leave . But why you have to make me lost what I have ,
like how you did ? I told you everything single thing .
Because I trust you . Not for you to betray !
Is our sistership not worth more than guys ?
Why do we always have to quarrel over guys ? Why ?
I don't want to see our sistership just end here .
There's alot of ways to solve a problem .
Don't choose to keep quiet . You'll just worsen things !
Just hope that we'll be able to talk things out .

CindyWSL
00:43 hrs

2010-04-13T11:11:00.008+08:00

我要崩溃了 !
Today busy busy .
Later meeting ZW around 3 .
Don't know whether mickey coming today not .
Daddy maybe coming over in th midnight (:
Another 3 more days ! My FREEDOM !
Ytd web cam with ZW & Darius .
But I took ZW's photo of what we web cam-ed th day before .
Actually also nothing much . Just pic of him .
I think I'll remove this pics soon , th both of them will kill me .
HAHAHAHA :D put for fun first (:
Will stop posting here . Bye ^^

CindyWSL
11:44 hrs
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some pics removed (:

2010-04-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

How how how ?!
What if ?!
howhowhow ?!
Will I ?!
Should I tell Zhi Wei ?!
Argh !
Whatever !
Go step by step then say .
This 2 days abit back into mood .
Thanks Daddy . Love you ! ♥
Met Shawn today .
Like less than one hour , off he wen to gym -.-
Very long never see him already , still th same ^^
As many sweet talks as ever -.-
Post till here le .

CindyWSL
00:04 hrs

2010-04-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

I don't know why . But I just know you'll read my blog .
Probably you won't reply my mail ,
text or msn already . Or even pick up my call .
But there's something I want you to know . Be it you believe it or not .
It's you who's th one who made me believe love again .
I trusted you won't leave me ,
and yes I took your forgiveness for granted .
To make things clear , other guys is just verbally close .
Didn't meet up , didn't do anything wrong .
They wants to be close with me , wanted to play with me ,
I'm just entertaining them . To me they're nothing .
But to me , you mean everything . I love you as much as you love me .
There's no one ever broke up with me because of th reason you gave .
So I don't know how to face it .
I admit I'm at wrong when I flirt with other guys .
Right here , I wish for your forgiveness .
I just wants you to know , even after so many things , I really love you .
My heart and love has never change or fade for you .
Never had any other ideas on any other guy .
I understand how hurt it was ,
to see someone you love break promise . Sorry .
I'm hoping miracles so happen and you'll come back to me , in any conditions .
I know you don't have th time to give me . I don't mind .
But as long as those times that I'm not with you ,
can exchange your love for me .
I don't mind you not having th time to acc me ,
I don't mind you not having th time to be here , when I'm down .
Love is all I need . Will all this things I say make you change your mind ?
I really don't know , I doubt it will change your mind .
But even if it's so . I love you ^^

CindyWSL
12:12 hrs

2010-04-08T11:47:00.002+08:00

Hi people , I'm SINGLE !
I'm Single at this effing point of time when I'm so damn down .
He left (: Without giving me a chance to explain .
I'm hurt yea ! (: I wonder what can mend this wound of mine .
46 days of love . It's enough ... 不在乎天长地久之在乎曾经拥有 ^^
Thanks dear for showering me all th love in these days .
This will be th last time I'm calling you dear . & I LOVE YOU
Yah uh , it's my fault for everything . If it's my fault to your say .
Then no point explaining too (: You take care .

Didn't you say wanted to slap me so much ?
Angry with me ? Tell me what is it for ?
Talk straight right into my face !
Not talking bad behind me .
Wasn't I lucky enough to heard everything ?
I asked you , not happy is it ? You said NO !
I want second hand rubbish ?
Oh god ! I'm not ever interested in him !
Why th hell scold me behind my back when you said no , you're ok ?!
We have nothing much better to hide , if there's anything ,
TALK RIGHT INTO MY FACE !!!! TELL ME !!
I don't know what you want ...
If this sistership is so easily spoilt because of one 'EX-BOYF'
Then what's th value in it ?
Even how angry I am , never once I said I wanted to slap you .
Girl , think again . Ask me ! Me and him just normal friends sms-ing ,
and he's trying to cheer me up like how I used to cheer him up when you left him .
THAT'S ALL ! I don't want to quarrel with you ,
neither do I want to break this sistership with you .

Can I simply just leave everything behind .
It hurts , everything hurts .
One by one leaving my life .
What's th point of being happy ?
What's th point treating other people good ?
It hurts ! What hurts more !
Is losing my sister ! And my dearest boyf !
I didn't do anything wrong ... I just wanted to last with Zhi Wei .
Don't want to betray his love .
But still , he said I betrayed his love .
In what ways ? I don't even know myself .
I won't be guilty if I didn't do anything wrong .
Texting with guy friend isn't a wrong .
Bye people , just saw him online , BIG BLOW !

CindyWSL
12:08 hrs

2010-04-07T13:22:00.002+08:00

I'm stress out ... I'm seriously not in th effing mood !
I don't know how long will this effing mood last .
But I just need some freedom and some breathe !
I'm sick and tired of everything . Worrying things that I shouldn't .
How stupid am I ? Who will be there for me when I needed someone ?
Obviously no one . How useless am I to fall in this state ?!
HAHAHA !! Laughing at myself . I deserve everything .
When I'm all th way down till I cried . Jacq's still th one I can talk to .
But I can't always depend on her right . Afterall , I still need a man !
A person with a dick you know ? I need my boyf's shoulder & hug .
Used to be able to call and here comes my boyf , a shoulder and a hug .
But now , things are different . I need a shoulder and a hug immediately ,
but instead I have to wait . Wait till th day I can meet him ..
That's still not th point . I have nothing much to complain about boyf .
I'm satisfied enough to have such a good boyf .
But yet I have to complain about my mood ! My effing mood !
When can it get better ? Till I get my freedom back and go out ?
I can only go out on th 17th , by then , I have to work ...
And I'm working I think . hais . This coming saturday got chu sai .
Coach's tua . At orchard , I think it's some shopping centre .
9am at 424 . Sheng long kuan people will be helping us .
Abit paiseh to face that guy ah ! Embarrassing you know !!
Forget it , that's not th point . I want th cheerful me to be back !
I want to get rid of my effing mood ! Fullstop ! Bye ...

CindyWSL
13:38 hrs

2010-04-05T15:46:00.001+08:00

我听见有人叫你宝贝 ~

你问我为什么不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什么把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么开始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉

不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你宝贝

CindyWSL
15:47 hrs
I won't call anyone baby after you ...

2010-04-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hello .
Back from cck (:
Dear came over last night !! Finally get to see him .
Morning then sleep -.-
He say he's not gonna sleep , but in th end , he fell asleep too .
HAHAHAHA :D STUPID !
only had about 3 hours of sleep .
Then get up , prepared , and down I went to cck .
Dear went to work ... Took different train .
Then when I was at Daddy's ah ma's wake , they keep di siao me ! ):
they don't disturb me will die de lo ! Whatever !
looking at Daddy so shag , heart pain pain ):
Tuesday will be th last day of th wake , then Wednesday will 出殡 .
And as for me , tmr on won't be able to go out as Claudia is coming back .
After 17th then can go out . Going to buck up on looking for jobs .
And probation faster end end ! END ! HAHA :D
Post till here , poker time ! Bye lil creatures ^^

CindyWSL
22:11 hrs

2010-04-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

Went cck just now ...
I'm back home (:
No mood no mood no mood ! ~
I miss Dear ...
When can I be sure that he won't leave me ?
I don't want him to leave me !
Ok , whatever ! I'm leading my life happily without D already .
Almost forgotten him ! HAHA :D
Happy happy ~
Can happy happy with dear already !
Tmr don't know go where -.-
Bye ! ~

CindyWSL
22:00 hrs

2010-03-31T14:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes , things just happen like this , happen this way .
When I thought I've made th right decision .
Things happen . Right now , I don't know what to do .
And I don't know what can I do ... Th decision is all up to you .
I believe in your decision , don't disappoint me .
Cause I thought we could make it . Maybe afterall ,
we can't . I just need you to know one thing ,
I LOVE YOU ♥

CindyWSL
14:46 hrs

2010-03-29T21:19:00.002+08:00

I know you will see this ...
I don't feel like hiding anything in my heart ,
hiding it make me feel weird and uncomfortable ,
cause slowly , you're fading in my life and memories .
Before you left me totally alone , I chose to get one of your clothes , to remember you .
Thou I'm trying to forget you , this is another thing .
I admit I lied , but that was because I'm afraid to lose you .
At least I did nothing wrong . I didn't do what I shouldn't .
My heart is always with you till he appeared .
It was once gone from you , and yet to realise , it was actually still with you .
I wanted to wait . But you were avoiding . I don't know why are you avoiding ,
so I chose not to wait . This is a misunderstanding .
But yet because of this misunderstanding and my decision , cause this to happen .
We can't be together . But maybe this is fate ?
We aint fated to be together ? Just let fate decide everything .
Thou we MAYBE can change fate . But since you chose not to change it .
Then hope you can find your happiness in her . Take care , goodluck ~

When I first met you . I fell in love w you .
When I fell in love w you . I can't get out in that trap .
When I'm stuck and you left . I was hurt .
When I'm hurt , I've no choice to save myself .
After saving myself , now I'm leaving .
Throwing this trap behind , and move on ...
You didn't know , all th while I'm not lying to you .
Is just that I'm hiding things from you .
You chose to expose everything , I had no choice , but to lie .
But maybe because of you I leart alot of things .
You didn't know alot of things still . You know what I've done .
But all th while , you didn't know how I feel .
If you known , that day I wouldn't have mention broke up .
If you known , even if we broke up , we will still be together .
What it is . I only want to make EVERYTHING clear .
Misunderstandings between us . But it's impossible and no point right now .
Maybe when in th future we're able to be together , there's th chance .
But I don't think there will be any chances in th future too .
There's still something I don't know how post out .
I only know how to say out ... But pointless alr (:

Back home from cck .
I'm broke for once .
Will be able to stable my finance in another 2 days .
Meeting dear tmr ^^
Happy happy ! Eggcited ~
HAHA =D

CindyWSL
21:50 hrs
Right now , I just wish to last with dear and stabalise our r/s .
Dear , don't misunderstand this post , I love you ♥

2010-03-28T00:55:00.002+08:00

Dumb fuck -'-
I'm still waiting !
I give in first already , how long more you want to ignore ?
Like to ignore me so much ?
Ignore for all th damn fuck you want lah !
I'm pissed but more sad .
I ask you whether you there got girl not ?
You say yah mah , I hang lo . Don't disturb you mah .
You called back , I picked up .
You explain , I accept your explaination and said it's my fault already .
What more you want ? I even apologise ! Then what ?
VERY FUN LAH ! Your turn to hang my call mah !
I call you back , don't pick up nvm , why hang it ?
You think I Cindy Wu give in , you can yaya lah ?
Dear , I tell you . I'm demanding yes !
But I gave in . I apologise . What more you want ?
Anything just tell me . You everything nothing nothing nothing .
Like I know what you want ! Like I know what to do !
No ! I don't know . Th more it is like this , th more this r/s goes worse .
Sometimes , get things clear before we both starts quarrel .
You and me both cannot take jokes .
Like that time at Causeway , if you never follow me ,
I seriously going home . Just because in th first place you can't take jokes .
Like ytd night , you tell me there's girl over there .
I hang th phone because I don't want to disturb you ,
and yes I was jealous . But you called back and explain it was a joke .
Same mah , I can't take jokes mah . So can we don't quarrel anymore ?
Can we make things clear next time ? Can you don't fucking ignore me anymore ?!

CindyWSL
01:03 hrs
Chan Rak Ter ♥

2010-03-26T14:45:00.004+08:00

Head shot Head shot HEAD SHOT ! ~~
Everything is just like a gun .
*BANG* ~ right into my head !
Such a big blow manzxzxzxzx !
But well , I'm able to take it , I think ?
And I'm not any troublemaker !
I don't create trouble . Cannot be as peace as I used to !
So , right now I have nothing to worry about .
Actually yes , there is . But is nothing BIG !
If things turn out to be another way .
I will be with you . I'm th one who will get your everything .
Your hugs , kisses , love , care , concern . Yea everything .
Haiyah , forget it . It's th past already .
If I'm still holding on , I'm stupid .
And I think I'm really stupid right now at this moment .
Sometimes things are just right before my eyes .
I don't cherish it , when it's long gone .
Far far away . Then I go take it back ,
or rather now , I have to snatch it back .
What's th point ? Love wouldn't be there too right ? Isn't it ?
So I say ... *flick* off my memories , mind and heart .
Dear is always th one (:
I will not give up on dear no matter what .
Cause I know dear loves me , I can feel it .
Dear is th one , th best one ! ♥

CindyWSL
14:53 hrs
I love you ♥ YZW's lil girl

2010-03-25T16:15:00.004+08:00

Tuesday 23.03.10
Went to meet dear at Woodlands .
Then after that went Plaza Sing .
blah blah blah , one day pass .
I'm lazy to elaborate .
Then bought mac home for Jacq .
Quarrelled with dear .
Felt nothing . But I just called someone I shouldn't .
Wednesday 24.03.10
What a day ...
Went dinner with Jacq .
She went to school ,
I went to do pedicure .
A meaningful day just wasted like this .
I can't spend it with anyone .
Today ...
Just woke up .
Restless .

I still remember what you told me .
I thought you would be able to do it .
But fault lies with me .
So whatever you've said became craps .
You said you will being me out when you got a bike .
But I think she has became th first pillion already .
Ytd , how I wish I could spend my day with you .
How I wish I didn't made th wrong choice ,
and you'll be mine again .
But , everything is th past already .
I miss you ...

CindyWSL
16:22 hrs

2010-03-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

Ytd night dear dear came over .
He came over and played dota !
Then we argued while he played , haha :D
We slept at 5.30am -.-
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeet . Dear hugged me to sleep .
We stayed in that position till 11 plus when we woke up (:
Kai xin si wooooooo .
Th more I argue with him , th more he assure me his love .
Dear's late for work , but wei le wo , he's even late =x
I went to prepare and we waited like 30 mins for a cab !
He cabbed me to my training area , then he went back home for a change to work .
We learn new stuffs today , practice for competition .
If more poor attendance continues ,
some people may be taken out for competition .
Or worse still , not taking part in competition le .
We need more anticipation , if not coach will be changed .
We need to work hard and gain more interest ! Effort needed .
Don't talk le . Say le jiu shang xin .
Stop posting here le . Bye ^^

CindyWSL
21:18 hrs

2010-03-20T01:37:00.001+08:00

Dear dear ...
Happy 1st Month ♥

CindyWSL
01:43 hrs

2010-03-18T15:12:00.003+08:00

Still sickkkkkkk . Temperature just stuck there .
Expected dear won't be free on Saturday . But nevermind .
He say he will make it up on Tuesday . Won't blame him also .
He's too busy you mei you . He also can't help it .
Thought of making up on Tuesday already very good le ,
better than nothing .. HAHA :D
Alright back to th point . I can quit smoking already !
4 days never meet dear already . Sooooooooo ...
Th next time I can meet him is Tuesday .
So I need to survive another 4 days , hais ...
Back to watching my show . Shall stop here .

CindyWSL
15:26 hrs

2010-03-17T19:08:00.002+08:00

Monday 15.03.10
Went reporting ...
Then after that met Jacq and Jia xin at amk .
Went to vivo .
Then after that Jia xin went home ,
Jacq and me bused back to Jurong .
Had fever ):
Tuesday 16.03.10
High fever !
39.7 degrees ...
Weak die me ! Keep sneezing non stop ):
Ate medicine and then sleep around midnight .
This morning wake up . Fever still on ...
Went dinner with Jacq . Now still weak ...
Fever 38 degrees .
Don't feel like talking , whole body aching ...``
No appetite eat and smoke . Don't want post le .
Byebye

CindyWSL
19:27 hrs

2010-03-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

Doubt you know I'm sick right ?
No more love ???
I'm sick like !@#$%^&*
Going no voice liao !!!
Want to faint already !
我很辛苦 !

Why are you even doing this ?
Is it worth ?
Think again !
I shall not say so much .
Love makes people blind and stubborn ...

CindyWSL
23:43 hrs
Dear , I really need you a lot , I love you ♥

2010-03-14T22:10:00.001+08:00

Testing ^^

2010-03-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

Dear came over last night around 3.30am . He almost scare th hell out of me ! Was so damn worry ! Then after that was talking craps with him . Like miss him so much can ?! Then time just pass . It's like 5am already lo . Don't know why , silence for a moment , then he fell asleep -.- Ok , I was like #$%&*!@ , but nvm , he's tired after a whole day of work . So I stare blank . Didn't sleep . Slept at this morning 8am , woke up at 9am . Prepared , drag time , talk with dear . Out ... dear went back home and get changed all that then off to work . As for me , I waited for Wei Jie , Yi De , Amy and Teng Seng to cab over my house here then head to batok 424 . Reached there we ordered drinks and etc . 40 mins later . Lorry came and off we head to Sugei Tengah for our bbq . Coach bought alot of food and beer -.- So we ate less and drank alot . Almost half of th beer are drank by th few lil us :x Coach keep asking us to drink ah ! So bad ! But Faizal wasn't here , cause he's busy . Then we like mabok siol ! Me still okok lah , haha :p Now having headache lo ! Geh jio lo , go drink lo so much lo ! I can after another , but cause I drink slow , so compared to other's I drink less . Behind I catch up with them , haha , TS cannot make it , take a rest , Amy don't want to drink , take a rest . Wei jie , coach and me drank . By th time we set off and going home , th beer was finished ! FINISHED ! Imagine those beer costs $200 ++ . How many cans are there ?! HAHA :D But was in too much fun , I forget to take photo . But Wei Jie took some of us , haha , hao lian his phone ! :x Then now I'm home now blogging here , with a serious headache . Waiting for dear dear to online then go sleep . That's all ...
Dear dear ; If you see this . I want to tell you , don't work on Saturday next week ! 20.03.10 !! Plan where to go please . Cause I'm lazy :p
Shall post till here , my head's going to burst ! Shall sleep early tonight , tmr having reporting at 2.30 pm ... Sian . Anyone willing to acc me to reporting ? ^^

CindyWSL
21:44 hrs
Thanks dear dear ♥

2010-03-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo .
It's saturday again (:
Today is th last day of th programme .
Went to turf city with daddy , but didn't bought what I need .
Then back home , called ah koh .
Then down to Vivo . Didn't get to buy what I want again .
Had LJS then bus home .
Tired ~

Eh , if you buay tahan what I write about you .
Don't check or read it (:
Don't ask other people to read it ,
what you expect ?
People come and find me for you ?
HAHA
Come and find me lah !
Ask that useless guy come with you lah .
What can he do ?
Slap me again ?!
Come lo !
I give out his number to someone ,
you're dead ! HAHA :D
I didn't expect this kind of useless guy to be my ex ! HAHA :D
Bye people !

CindyWSL
22:08 hrs

2010-03-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hello !
Ytd went to meet dear dear .
Then back to Jurong quite early .
Went to meet Jacq at her school ,
came back home and continue rushing our work .
HAHA :D her's like more important .
cause it's tmr .
Then out of random , because of an eraser ,
we laugh like maddddd !
Can't even catch a breathe !
HAHAHA :D
I've done mines too .
Waiting for 20th .
As days goes by , I'm slowly putting everything behind .
I'm happy with my life now .
I don't need unnecessary people in my life (:
Shall stop here . Bye ^^

CindyWSL
23:43 hrs
Dear dear I love you ♥

2010-03-09T10:54:00.002+08:00

Dearrrrrrrrrr !
You ask me to meet 11am yet you're still sleeping ?
I'm done preparing , yet I have to wait for you to be awake .
I'm bored at home .
Shouldn't have wake up so early eh -.-
Headacheeeeee ):

CindyWSL
10:56 hrs